Sunday, February 25, 2018

Cheers

We fell in love and fell out of love, seems pretty normal right? It starts from 'I like you' to 'I love you' to 'I loved you'. As painful as it sounds we have to accept the fact that some things and some people arent meant to stay. Although I wish you did.. I wish you tried harder to keep me.. To not let me walk out of your life, but I guess I wasn't that important in your life to live without. That you were better off without me. That I was just a burden to you. I wish you all the best in the future though, Cheers. 壟

Wednesday, December 13, 2017

Just one of those nights

Just having one of those moments where I wish I had someone I can run to. I guess its one of those moments when I wished I had a partner again. I know I should be used to being single and I am trying my best not to rely on someone, sighs just one of those long nights with my thoughts I guess..

Wednesday, December 6, 2017

I owe you one

There are some things that are hard to forget, and I must admit youre one of them. Although our relationship didnt last forever like we promised we would be, Im glad for the memories you left me with. The forever we thought we had did come to an end but what happened in between surely was magical. I experienced many first and some would most likely to be my last, and for this I owe you a 'Thank you'. I went through my old photos today and to be honest I was smilling as I went through them. It seems like it was only yesterday that we were still together teasing each other, fooling around and calling each other names. Although I have no clue what you've been up to now, I hope youre living your life to fullest. Im sharing this not because I want you back but because I want to let you know the feeling you left me will always be there, just like a tattoo.

Tuesday, November 7, 2017

Attention

So I've come to realise that I only use Love as an excuse to blame as to why I'm feeling like this, but ive come to realise that its actually attention that I should focus on. You see Ive been thinking, people arent happy because they're 'in love' but because they have someone or something who pays attention or they pay attention to. I've come to realise that people who are content in life have someone they have focus on, whether this is their partner, their pet or their hobby. Its never really just a person. So i guess I've just got to find something or someone to give my full attention too. Good luck to you too 😊

Sunday, May 28, 2017

Moments

People say things they dont mean all the time, right? Its cause were so caught up in the moment that we would pretty much say and do anything to get what we want. But what about after? After we do get what we want, do we just forget the promises we told them we would do? The person we told them we would be? Hmm..

Sunday, April 2, 2017

Giving

Growing up I was taught that it was better to give than to receive, that i should never expect anything in return. Yeah I get that but I was never taught when it was right to stop giving, that it was enough, that its better to just let it be. Giving someone something is one thing but when we've given too much to someone then they get used to it. They rely on it. They end up depending on it. Depending on you. Up to what point do you stop and think 'maybe this is enough?' 'Maybe I should stop?' Or would you just ignore this thought and just continue giving?

Monday, January 9, 2017

Passion

Hello
So this has been bothering me for a while now. How do you find your passion? Do you look for it? Does it just comes for you? Or what if you missed your chance? Recently I've been trying to find new motivations but I just cant seem to find any. Sighs.