Happy New Year

Wow. It feels like this year flew by but at the same time it feels like it went soo slow. So much has happened, so many things has changed, people came and left, and just like that its the end of the year.
Happy New year (:

Consequences

Every bad decision we make comes with consequences. So why can't we learn from them sometimes? Whether this be relationship related, friendship, even just some simple things, why is that? Why do we put ourselves in situations where we know we'll lose at the end but still does it? I really want to know why.. So I can stop doing it.

Change

Change. Something not everyone is confortable with. I mean why change when everything is in its rightful place right? Why change when everything we have now is perfectly fine as it is? Some people would always thrive for more while some would be too scared to reach out. Why is that? What stops a person from wanting more? What stops a person from achieving more? Shouldnt we all just focus on wanting more?

Just dropping by

Hello.. again

Its been a while huh? How have you been? How have I been? To be completely honest I cant tell if I am getting better or worse. Yeah I've been enjoying life but now I'm questioning whether this lifestyle is worth keeping or should I start heading to a more stable path. I've been playing around for too long that I think its time for me to get serious again. But then, how do I do that? How do I change the way I am now for the better (if thats what you call it)?
I know that only I control my life, since it is my life after all. Ignoring all the other variables. At the end of the day I decide what happens to me, Right? So I just need to take a deeeeeeeep breath and remain calm. I can do this. I can fix myself without anyone.. hopefully.
Have a nice day~