Missing out

I don’t know why but seems like whenever you guys have a get together or see each other I feel so left out :/ not cause I’m overseas at the moment but because even if I was back there I wouldn’t still be able to physically be there to hang out and it just makes me… kind of… little bit.. Jealous. 

What if i never moved

It’s been bothering me for a while. What if I never migrated overseas and stayed here? What exactly would be different and what would be the same? I know for sure I won’t have the friends I have now but then again what if I still had the friends I had when I was younger. Would that mean I would have plenty of good friends and friends who would’ve been with me since day 1 of prep? Hmm…